Thursday, May 5th, 2005
start of the week’s work…yet i feel tired already. first day of my 3 day series… im very lucky to be in my work now…i just hope that i don’t forget this…
i just had a fight with my baby yesterday…it was almost an end to all that we have…
i saw a picture of his ex-gf on his phone…
he is trying to convince me to do something that i don’t want to do…
i got pissed off by the way he wanted me to decide on matters of intimacy…
i got pissed off with myself…im just so conservative kasi…don’t know where i got my principles, but i have lived 22 years with them…and they woked for me…
im just tired of thinking where this would lead…he said he won’t be here in the Philippines for more than a year…so…don’t know where it would end…
im so damned pissed off…and it is so transparent…my supervisor even asked what was wrong already…masyado daw akong tahimik….sabi ko, marital problems…hahahha….hmmm….marital nga ba…di pa po…matagal pa yun…
basta, ang dami kong di pa nasasabi sa kanya…i need to tell na…don’t know when, but, i will…
