mind blogging…
Damn my thoughts, they won’t let me sleep…
here i am again, being the thinker that i always have been…and he will leave me again after 6 months…why can’t i find luck in men? why do they always leave? Damn….
it feels so painful to find yourself in a predicament where you don’t have the weapons to defend yourself from tears…(the martial artist side of me talking here)…
i hate the set-up…next time i get into a relationship i will make sure that the man won’t leave me for good…seems like this will be a long shot from the now i am in…and he has to stay there to work for 3 years…for the future naman iyon She eh…future my ass…that is if he ever comes back…still single…
damn my thoughts…i was not like this a while ago…God thank you for listening to me even though i seem to just be blabbering about nothing…hindi talaga kami para sa isa’t isa…bakit ganoon? bakit pinakilala Mo pa siya sa akin? sana hindi na lang naging kami….another one of those lose me scenarios….tears will be pouring again…seems i have mastered the art of crying…after this move on na ulit…taon na naman bibilangin ko…
sana mahanap na ako ng magmamahal talaga sa akin…yung hindi ako iiwan…Nerissa i miss you…hope your are doing great in Heaven…please kiss the people there for me…or atleast visit me in my dreams…miss ko na talaga kalokahan natin…
ill go do OT n nga…
