im damned…
im lost
in thoughts of longing
to be with someone
im afraid to love
im damned again
after being out of it
after his kisses
have awaken me
i don’t know
how to hold my mind
beyond the tears
of hoping for us
im here
his no where
and will be long
since will meet again
im damned to the core
i want to be with him
but, i can’t
im not yet ready
for matrimony
im young
too young
even
after 3 years
i don’t think i would be
im scared
to tell the truth
cause i don’t know
if i would have to lie
im damned, again.
